Did you ever feel like you have lived enough for ten people? Well, I have.
Have you ever been remorseful of who you gave your energy, time, & youth to? I have.
Loss of health affects it all.
Bigger fish to fry.
Focus on the battle.
If you think about it, look at your health struggles as a test of some sort. It can anger you. Really pisses you off. I get it. It can even be meaningless if you try and get help…
I hate going to the doctor and yet, six years ago-I went repeatedly, to my newly licensed physician in West Virginia, to not be taken seriously. When in actuality, my case was simply over her head.
Then my anxious, money hungry neuro who fell prey to the benefits of pushing copaxone, with the effort of trying to cover it up with unbefitting humor, recognized autoimmunity in me to jump on the Multiple Sclerosis bandwagon, due to my having brain lesions. *Even though Lyme Disease can cause brain lesions.*
He even wrote in my file: ‘Possible MS.’
He wasn’t waiting on that check!
Stick with reality. – Makes life easier.
Now, I have learned-all along, the autoimmunity was from Hashimoto’s and the lesions from Lyme attacking the fattiest part of my body. Hence, the brain. The Lyme & Hashimoto’s result/battle to the prelude of a MS misdiagnosis was yet another test.
AND- to think, this all started with ‘looking into possible brain cancer.’
Greed & Ignorance is alive and well, folks.
I fought for six years. No matter what I went through or how I felt, I never gave up.
I have answers, Majority of my symptoms were from Lyme.
One constant storm.
What’s the alternative?
To the Lyme Disease Support Group: I will always push for your recovery.~ “Garbage in. Garbage out.”